Barrel Of Lives - A Short Story

Nathan had spent the last ten years working in a Dubai warehouse. He was a team leader, well-liked and dependable. They said he was the best at what he did—always there to help, always picking up the slack when others fell short. But no matter how hard he tried, he always ended up just a step behind,...

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I'm really not okay.

Hi there. It's me again. Sounds like a Mr. Robot introduction - but it's basically what it is. This journal is basically a conversation between me and my imaginary self - projected as an audience listening to my narrative in life, assuming I'm a main protagonist.We all know why I'm here again. Yes, that time of the month. That's right! Depressive Episodes.Ever since I was a pre-teen, I used to...

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Twenty Eight Disappointment

Yesterday, the prime minister of Japan has been assassinated. I will not be a full conspiracy nut here but for sure, the reason can be altered for media's purposes - but hey, everyone, these past few years, has been in a a nutty situation lately. Anything is possible now.While I was cooking my dinner and posting it on instagram while may or may not inadvertently requesting for sympathy on my recent...

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Wubba Lubba Dub Dub

Wubba Lubba Dub Dub. Rick and Morty is always such a hit, a masterpiece and an instant cult classic. Totally how I define my life *sarcastic Rick voice*. When life gives you lemons, life will take it back on a matter of seconds. Yesterday, I had the greatest feeling ever at work. I had a sense of...

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Stuck

*tick tock* *tick tock* *tick tock* I don't really hear that often - but it's better than hearing nothing at all. Never noticed our ceiling were this close while laying on our metallic loft bed from IKEA but with a mattress left by someone we barely knew. I'm stuck. These days felt like one of those...

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Ars Moriendi

26th January 2019 It felt like a decade ago since I last wrote anything. It felt like a decade ago since I have felt anything as strong as what I felt now. Married now for half a year and I never felt better. Did it really feel any different though, I ask myself.  We moved 3 times in different locations for the past year. It's exhausting honestly. Dealing in a crummy apartment that is shared...

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Children's Choices

Melancholy. I was still learning English when I heard this word. Read, rather. I'm 23. Writing in this blog few times a year - maybe even less. Should I even make a longer introduction? To be honest I wanted to be a hit. I wanted to be popular, to be recognized, to be adored. Not for who I am personally,...

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Post-Mortem Anxiety

A week ago, a normal once-in-a-week evening of stress releasing after work, (day off on the following day), me and my girlfriend had dinner on a small Japanese Buffet. We entered famished, escaped satisfied. Gastronomically delighted, we decided to take a little walk to home. December is finally coming....

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Overlooked Disorder

Constantly looking at my watch, waiting for the exact time before moving and taking action. Reminding myself the recent things I said to someone. Reviewing my words, my actions and other people's reactions towards me. What did I do wrong? When I was a young boy. Lego was my favorite toy. Building...

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Departures

Death. A normal phase for everything and to everyone. A part of a process called life. The concept of Phoenix rising from the ashes is somehow more than just a fantasy but inspired by well, reality. Whenever a living thing dies, new life emerges. With enough moisture, any decaying organic matter,...

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