Monday, July 11, 2011

Apology.

This is an apology. Remember my last blog? yup. I punched a friend of mine. I punched him so hard in front of his house yet he didn't fought back. I felt so much guilt it ate my anger. Even though what he did deserves more than a punch, who am I to judge or to give a sentence, neither put justice in my hands.
Don't worry, it's my own blood on my hands.
I'm really sorry for this raging heart, I'm still a kid and manages to be aware for that but couldn't control my emotions. I'm sorry for my mom and dad for being such a pain in the ass.. I'm sorry that you'd have to understand me but couldn't understand you in return :( I'm sorry I'm such a foul mouthed freak that couldn't express myself without saying something bad. And I'm sorry God if I always sin.

I wanted to change, believe me. I want to be better. But somehow procrastination eats this superego thinking that anytime later I can change, taking it for granted. I'm really sorry if i'm not a man that I'm supposed to be.

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