When the coffee is bitter, add some sugar.

Its been more than half a year since I blogged. I've lost myself, a lot of things happened.

My "best" guy friend turned out to be a dick and a bad boy wannabe.

My future wife got me killed by having a heart attack and too much poverty so we broke up before that happens.

To cut the long story short, I thought 2011 is a good start. Until I woke up. Shit happens. I tried to fix everything, but some things will never change though I'm still not giving up. I didn't burnt bridges.. but it just fell into pieces so I tried to run, run as fast as I can without looking back. Because I know.. You will never appreciate new things, opportunities or great stuff without letting go of the old and not-so-great stuffs. You get the point.

So there we go, I have no choice but to move forward, why? Because when the bridge was destroyed into pieces, there was no more holding back because you can never go back. The connection between paths has been lost. I stepped out and look forward like I always do. At first, I looked like a stray dog looking for shelter. But God gave me a home. He showed me real friends. Fun and real friends.

I said "Hey! 2011 wasn't a bad ending at all." I met new people. Not just people but special people that even for not more than a month, we got closer. I experienced new things and learned new knowledge. I still believe that God is always there and whenever our coffee is slightly bitter, a little request to our Coffee Maker, He'll surely add some sugar.