Monday, July 28, 2014

A month of heaven, A year of hell.

If we were talking about 500 days of Summer. You will always be my Summer.. 


My flaming hate for you will never be extinguished. Your well said goodbyes and manipulative lies still linger deep onto my bones. It keeps me wondering why would such a person like you exist? You are the heaven to guys fond of one night stands, but hell to us guys who are gullible enough for you to take advantage on us. You never cared. You just cared for yourself and satisfaction. Attention feeds your soul whether it's good or bad publicity. You are a hypocrite. I'm not against teenage moms, nor to smokers, nor drinkers. But it's funny how you hate them before and look at you now.

I hope you've changed. Because if not, I'm scared about the future of your child. You used to be smart. So smart you destroyed everyone that believed in you. You're so smart that you let down a lot of your team mates because you think you can handle everything all by yourself.

You never distinguished the difference between reality and fantasy in your life. You always wanted the drama and attention from your hobbies, to your body, and up to your families and relationships. Remembered our last fight? I wanna punch you so bad because you keep on shouting to me about something stupid in front of a lot of people in the metro station. And few years later, I found out that you told everyone that I slapped you and hurt you in the public.

You always wanted everyone to be on your side, but the truth is.. Even with your full effort, they just can't believe your lies. No not everyone. Especially to those who knew me well. And everybody knows you're a bitch. When we broke up, most of the class congratulated me. Isn't it funny? They laugh at you, smoke with you and get drunk with you. But in the end, nobody wanna stay with you.

To me you're a contract to the devil. Joy for the moment then torment and suffering for eternity. You kissed my friend in front of me, and you kissed me when he left. I can't believe I still fell for you. You know why? Because even if I knew you fucked every guy friend that takes you to their private place (including my BEST FRIEND), I still have the hope to change you. Still, you fucking wasted all of my effort.

In the end, you never ceases to amaze me. I don't know how many dicks you sucked since you were 11. And all of my guy friends were a potential fuck buddy to you. You're eager to suck everyone's dick actually. I can never compare you to a hooker or to a porn star because I think they have better morals than you.

How could you sleep at night for all the hearts you broke and all the lies you told? You never bothered to apologize, but don't worry I don't need it. You are truly the work of the devil.

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